fat priests become the purulent flux of the church
disfigured, desecrated, spitten upon the cross
we hate this god before whom the pauper kneel
steel our heart, steel our soul i

the_blood_on_my_hands

blood
you open the door
to
into the bride's room
it's
the secret it's decay
born
from fleshe's deepest need

rose upon my altar - i¦m the ro

winter_noon

Well, my kind, in silence sad
trip we after what we read
We the globe can compass soon
swifter than the wandering moon

I look to like
if looking liking prays<

forever_stay

the hours are slipping by
i stare into the night
into my deep blue sea
of unforgotten memory
i paint your face
into my mind
and kiss your tears away
for

above_the_edge_of_doom

Don't drink the wine, it could be blood
This torrent could be thine
Turbid water cannot glearn
Your amity to truth departs

The moonlit sky is lightning up in lands

where_will_i_go

so many questions
but no answers about me
where is my home
in my head it drones

where will I go
senseless wandering
no open door
nowhere to return

waiting

the frost invades
the day's growing dark
lock your doors
misery arrives
black, silent smiles
passion is chained
hatred is born
love forlorn



love’s_heavy_burden


witchful_spirit’s_care


a_winters_night

Snow has fallen in deep
After midnight you leave
Drunken of purple wine
Dark sounding district of men

Tears of pain
Crash my face
Trapped to die in this

shades_of_pictures_in_grey

lonesome under stars tent
walks through the silent hour
boy wakes out of weird dreams
his face decaying it seems

crazed woman with open hair
in the window sta

emesis_of_the_soul

Breath of feverish poison
Leads my mind in spheres
Feeling myself clinched, locked
A bloody sabbath of my life

Bloodstained blossoms
My heart belches seas of

spirits

I am one of these dumb wise men
So I've much ado to know myself

I don't know how to get clear
with all the depths I owe
Thru the hour-glass they flow
I don't

hymn_for_the_chosen_ones

UNDER DARK RUINS OF GRIEF
SHADOWS OF DEADANGELS PLAY
AND MY SILENCE IS A BLACK SKY
FACES OF DEATH BENEATH

INTOXICATED BY PAIN
ANGELS REST IN ROOMS


can’t_explain