I lay here silent
How do I tell her
How far away I feel
With every breath she tries to hold tighter
But far away is all I feel

You needed a hand and I tried t

longing

I feel ugly, I'm so tired
Trying to make it all make sense
I ask you to hold me
Hold me like never before
I might break
I don't know how much more I can take
I

pieces_of_man

I was awake
Alone - afraid - confused
The only love I knew
The only love I knew
You were the only love I knew
And I was afraid

Scars don't heal
Wh

1605_(for_my_suffering)


men_who_break_bones

As tractor crushing all in their way, we are killing, destroying and triturating anyway.
I'm one of them and who will try to face me?
Join me! Join us!
The men who break bones!<

transparent

Look at how they look at you
Used up again
Feel
Feel how they're treating you
Only for their use again
Respect
They've never seen it
Another one is how t

redial

Something is following me
Something has its eyes on me
Someone paid off all my friends
And thinks I don't know

But it doesn't mean a thing to me
I know they'r

monster

I never wanted to hurt you
I don't like what I am

Father, I blame you
She lies bruised and bleeding on the floor
A victim of what's inside of me
A casualty in

tired_of_living_like_this

Laying here alone
I am exhausted and nothing here is right
I'm lost here in silence
I'm empty and tired of this life
I am tired of this life

I am tired of the

everything

So you don't believe
No, you don't believe
Said you can't believe
You can't believe in me
Well I've learned to need
And I've learned to need
And I've learned t

i_owe_you

Wasting time on my own thoughts
Pulling me in so deep
Thoughts of you in our little world
It makes me cold
It makes me weak

I self destructed
I reconstr

you_never

Tried to tell you there was something wrong
But you never listened anyway

All of this is such a waste
The tears have tore lines into my face
Hours spent to find som

dirtiest_hand

You hold what you have to hold on to

The bluest eyes are the saddest eyes
I know this all too well
The blankest stare
The I don't care
A crawl inside type of

what_it_is_to_burn

This time you couldn't walk away from me
This time there was nowhere you could hide
This time I wanted all the answers
This time I really thought I was prepared

But

arms_full_of_empty

I feel so different now
It all feels so different now

I had you in my life once
I had that feeling of the real thing once
But now you're gone
And that's all g