It never happened
It never will
It’s not a memory
There’s no way to prove this isn’t real
Never happened, never

You’re not a victim
I’m not to

kill_for_you

I want, I want, I wanted to

You came to grind me into stone
Polishing the angled flesh and bone
The smallest cut to drain my soul
Precious words of comfort swallowe

tangerine

the flowers that i gave you dying slowly
on the wall
the broken fragments of opinion
as the dirty start to fall
im not as careful as i should have been
i might not d

believe_me

Believe me, touched by god
Touched by you
You know I never asked you to
Believe in me, it’s all I can do
Things you never said

And wanting you to reach out

picture_elvis

For barbara r.

She breathes through the book
Measures a picture there
Picks up a knife
Cuts it to wallet size
Now she has lived
Now she has breathed

place

Jessy is calling out from space
Says that she needs me
Cant replace
She comes over rips me open
Just to see my special place

Now she is calling out for light<

into_everything

Quarter slot, the picture's hot
You can be so damn ugly
Flickering is sickening the show
Sexual intellectual
Feel so raw makes me crazy
Pocket full of quarters left

alive

feel the asthma fill the afternoon
what a glorious gloom
to be making my way through
curiousities the consequence
she brings
what a slippery fish
that the way

low_low_low

Who better than me
Fall into be seen
Draw fire and then
Pray quiet
I’m too low

Stay down stay down
Cold earth to the ground
Too late to be


push

A little bit more than I ever wanted
A little bit more than you could ever say
Did you really think that I’d forgotten?
Kicked out the windshield, water coming in
Fade

day

On the saddest day
On the saddest day
On the saddest day

Envy rides her bitter bullet down
Glad to see your bloods gone dry
Sip the luxury keep the offering
freaky_be_beautiful

I’m walking this railing’s edge just to feel this good
And freaky be beautiful you came following me like I knew you would
You tickle my fancy, tickled my sense of fun
You c

machine_punch_through

You came to rape me of my intellect
I gave you pieces off my pride
Lay down naked and play with you
Posing quietly looks a lot like me
Your fucking pistol’s not so dange

final_thoughts_and_the_last_day_on_earth

Heaven haunts me kill for a cigarette
Heaven is all that i got
My god left me without one word of warning
My god left me waiting is all that i got
Ive seen your face befor

this_shrieking_love

I came screaming down the highway
Looking for a place to fly
Stopped outside the window
It’s only in the blood
Into the kitchen
Found you lying on the floor