i think theres something wrong with me - Anxiety
Is there something wrong with me - anxiety
No
I wake up in the morning and i cant breathe anymore
cuz this rope is tied so tight around my @#%$ throat
Clenching at my heart pain never ends every morning
thinking the next

i will be dead
will i be dead
will i be
In the morning

Every day i wake up to the same scream and everytime i wish to bleed and @#%$ die
Take me from this place i cannot rot anymore

I cannot die
i will not die
I cannot die
i cannot Rise

you think twisted like me it brings chaos to you


It will kill you
Disease will take you
S.W.K.Y

I swore this time i wouldnt @#%$ it up
Let you read me like an open book
u said you want to know my disease
No you dont bitch
I cannot let you in
this problems deeper than my head
Take it back now Please please please

Childlike perversions led me to this altercation
You put me inside a @#%$ shell i
came back to haunt you
leave you like you left me there

It only started to make sense when she told me that
You @#%$ put me inside a hole you left me
Rot in the dark son
cant you stop these tears you shed now

Its uncontrollable you planted this so long ago
I hope you choke now
Rip you from the inside then out
Tie the rope around you
hang you from that @#%$ tree

I cant take this anymore ive suffered long enough
It never leaves you
this disease is forever
It never leaves you
this is Real

Rape my mind my sould my take me right to the start
Of all this pain
Youve caused in me
Such a long time since we have met
and i cant give a @#%$ your
son dies here tonight

Hate
Hate
everyday all i feel is hate