I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know
it's temporary but
I need to focus straight

hate_myself

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old,
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight,
I

1_night_stand

i've come to grips unreality through fatality realized
just how much happiness brings to me fight lately doubt and
worries inflicted my mind with an illness of ego the worst
of

breathe_2

Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But ill continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this will be the very first

thriftwhore

I can't tease you no more for your pleasure you whore
you whore I can't lie around your
sore ass I used to adore
now you bore...me
I won't be abused
I'll ignore your

free

Beaten again by those around me
No one to blame ‘cause I surround myself
Why can’t my friends just make me happy
To do it right you’ve got to do it yourself
I’m on

lowlife

in company, respect's shown mutual into it's own indifference
although when I'm left alone and true feeling's begin to show
honesty overflows in my mind
when i try not to cry
emotional_times

life sucks sometimes
friendships turn to lies
a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes
I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind
confusion cripples me un

comeback

i'll times rolling
lacking the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost
and yet its better in ways it's different
i miss those old school meditations when relaxing and ge

mentobe

sometimes i just sit back and wonder what was meant to be learned from that event that occured
everything happens for a reason
right
i left behind just another tragic lesson in

poem2self

overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins in an hour i'll be ok
i pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I`VE seen more than I should have to I`VE seen this on my own
everything

Grown up an only child
One parent home my style was spoiled and doubted
Untrusted neglected by others around

You saved
You saved me

You were the only o

breathe

Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But I'll continue to do my best
Although it's scary
Wondering if this will be the very fir

fault

Why did I let you inside my life
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain
Now I cant make you go away
You are driving me insane and inside out…
I can tell

mirror’s_reflection